~storyofnothing

this cup cake.

it rests in my right hand

its irradiated. flavor intesified.

fever inducing.

its true im quite cautious

but its so good i wanna feel it

im a king in the distance

a poor beat up close.

but i'll keep going on till i get some money.

farther away from you and im a king

this cup cake

it knows my feelings.

little cup cake

bit irradiated.

its on a misson

to make things obvious

quite so gorgeous

it keeps me going on

making me pretty

love that feeling.

this little being

filled with holes.

places for shit.

his irradiated lies

enhance this.

quite more often.

im losing my teeth.

im feeling great

irradiated cup cake knows what to do.

he offers more love to fill in the gaps

in my noble smile

everybody now is looking down on the sun

its another episode of human playing god

the irradiated cup cake protects me from that.

so what would you know

about how you feel

he says you dont

feel anything

so many faces from so many people

from far away your all kings

but up so close your on your knees

clearly this illusion exists.

because of a little pastry.

theyre calling you stupid

but it knows that your parents

your brother and sister.

are bigger whores now that your gone

this makes me happy

feels good inside

as i rot outside

from an irradiated cup cake.

soon the roof caves in and i realize

raditation isnt as good as i thought it would

being king isnt as grand as it should

everything in here is buried alive

dirt in both your eyes and im watching you cry.

it comes as no surprise

that i dont feel alright.

irradiated cup cake ruins life.

i suggest not eating them.

i really really

really really really

really do.

alot.

this is how we guide your hand
this is how we destroy your land


animals and man create the riot
animals and man burn the night

suffer will the children
cry will the women

this is how we guide your hand
this is how we destroy your land

cheapen the smile
stain the words
raise your hands
and weaken your voice
give the power to destroy

corrupt your youth
enslave your elders

waste all that you love
destroy all that you want

into the night we ride
into the night we wait

to guide your hand
to destroy your land


okay so obviously i have 2 poems here that i wanted to shooow you people. if anyone still reads this. has any interest. heres the other. maybe i'll post an actual up to date play by play of my life and whats going on in mah brain tomorrow or something. till then. eat my shit.


we place the locks in hopes to hold back all that we fear

we turn our backs
we close our eyes
we cross our fingers
in hopes that all that is evil does not escape.

in hopes that all that is cruel
does not creep out.

we hold fast to our faith
our belief that all is right
we hold fast to our light
which will protect us from the dark.

with out knowledge
our light, our faith, casts the biggest shadow

so we ignore the signs
the ever encroaching darkness

we ignore the decaying locks
some of which have broken.
we ignore the screams and the thumps
the sound of a great door being broken from the inside.

we ignore the darkness.
our fingers are old and weak.
our eyes blind from the light
our mines rotted from the faith

this light that protects us.
will destroy us.

the shadow sneaks up behind us
a safe feeling smile.
a warm hand placed on a shoulder.
a familiar friend lost long ago.

the words are spoken
softly at first
but becoming ever so loud.

the darkness surrounds the light
it seeps in
softly eatting the light

and all is lost. with out a soul noticing.

a deviant cycle
with death
destruction
chaos
and darkness

and what is needed.
to break past the dark.
to save all of which we love

with loss and aimless wandering

we will find it
a renewed hope
renewed light
faith
strength
and order

we shall never kill that mortal enemy.
we know who he is. he is a friend.

and if dead.
what would take his place.
we fear to think of it.

<_<

^_^

So this small man huddled over the small fetal corpse looks up, screaming. as if awoken from a nightmare. what the fuck?! as i stumble away i find my legs growing hard and taking root...

(~)Slowly sipping away at life
Passing the time
we lament
the passing of an angel
found the darkness
the random lights
slowly fading
slowly rising
Lost a path burnt the bridge
we can not look past this smoke now
(~)

the cards at hand
(X)
white dust fills their lungs and pollutes their minds.
the poisons trikle down their throat as they end their
lives
And the once wise man now stares blankly as his world
seems to end
the diplomat and the knight, slowly sail into the sun
steering their lives to the future gaining personal
glory
and the drifter, left alone to wander the frontier. as
it was to be only to be guided by that one angel...
the [X Scene Missing X]
The young prince rises to power not forgetting the ones
of his past...how noble.
As our century ends our tales split
And soon we will have new enemies. and new friends
New tales to tell of love, hate, and power.